And...there it is. The same faulty thinking I had for years. I even argued unbelief was the unforgivable sin.Unbelief is the one sin that cannot be atoned for at the cross as it is the unforgivable sin. If a person does not believe then they cannot be saved. Would you not agree with that?
I struggled to realize that in making this claim, I was declaring that God was not all powerful. I was declaring that there was a rogue molecule that God was unaware of. I was declaring that I had the final say over God. God could not overcome my willful desire to not believe and therefore, his incapacity to save me from my unbelief meant he left me to die in my one sin for which Jesus could not atone by his blood.
For the longest time, I couldn't see how demeaning and prideful my thoughts were about God. I actually thought I was declaring the greatness of God in having no capacity to atone for that one sin.
Except, one Christian asked that simple question. "Does that make Jesus power less than all powerful?"
I wrestled and wrestled with it. Trying to figure out how I could make God all powerful, if I kept saying that Jesus couldn't atone for unbelief. There was no biblical answer...except to admit that Jesus atonement was only for those whom the Father had given him. Jesus atonement had to be precise and for the elect. Thus not only did he atone for all sin, he also atoned for each person's unbelief.
Silverhair, when I was young and dishonest with my own pride, I believed what you teach now. I see that teaching for what it is...pride. And I reject it entirely as a teaching from carnal man, not from a Holy God. I will not return, like a dog to its own vomit. I entirely reject the man-centered teaching that God did not atone for the sin of unbelief.
God atoned for all the sins of everyone God chooses to redeem. God chooses. We don't.