ReformedBaptist said:
One of my greatest joys as a born again child of God is to seek the Lord. And I find great encourgement to do so in Scripture..
That is what I meant by seeking His wisdom, counsel, ect. But as far as seeking Him, I don't have to do that now. He is with me and in me. If my husband is sitting next to me, I don't seek him because he is right there.
On a personal note, when I first became a Christian people asked what happened to me. I said, "I have given my life to Jesus." This was true and is true. But as I grew in my knowledge from the Scriptures I came to understand that I did give my life to Him because He first gave His life to me. I love Jesus because He first loved me. I turned in repentence to the Lord because His goodness led me to do so. I became sensible to my sins because the Holy Spirit convinced me I was a sinner. I was born again because my Lord had mercy on me and brought it to pass.
Amen!
I was seeking truth before I was saved. I was seeking for God. And what did I find before His grace saved me? That there was a universal consciousness that binds all humanity together, that psyedlic drugs are god's creation so we could connect with the divine and ourselves, that every living thing has the divine essense it and can be properly worshipped...I bowed down and offered praise to the earth, the sky, and the sun. I groped for God, but stumbled greatly in my darkness.
You have an awesom testimony! But, if you were truly seeking God, it's plain that He led you in the direction that took you to Him. As I recall you picked up a book thinking it was something to do with the occult, but it turned out to be about God? No doubt, God led you to that book, but I believe it was in response to you seeking Him.
I
really can't say that there was anything I did at all to recieve the salvation I now rejoice in. When I grew further in my faith and understood the doctrine of election, His love was magnified in my mind and heart knowning that He purposed my salvation before the world began. I have nothing I can do but to fall down and praise Him who saved me by His grace
No one can take credit for their salvation, it is a gift of God. None of us deserves salvation either, it is by grace.
We are required to believe though. I believe that God has equipped us with the ability to choose.
As we were talking earlier about the tree of knowledge of good and evil:
Good=God
Mar 10:18 And Jesus said to him, "Why do you call Me good?
No one is good except God alone.
Satan=evil
Jos 24:15 "If it is disagreeable in your sight to serve the LORD,
choose for yourselves today whom you will serve: whether the gods which your fathers served which were beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you are living; but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD."
Both good and evil have been revealed to us. As God said:
Gen 3:22 Then the LORD God said, "Behold, the man
has become like one of Us, knowing good
and evil; and now, he might stretch out his hand, and take also from the tree of life, and eat, and live forever"--