Even if the shame God causes is merely to satisfy himself ritributively (sadist
jk)
Shame has a purpose. Namely that you recognize the wrong. There is a particular dissatisfaction,, how is that going to occur while simultaneously believing GOD is NOT RIGHT at all?
There is multiple instances, where all this makes sense as an appeal to reconciliation. But its not going to work with a model based by divine chance.
Romans 11
13But I am speaking to you who are Gentiles. Inasmuch then as I am an apostle of Gentiles, I magnify my ministry,
14if somehow I might move to jealousy my fellow countrymen and save some of them.
15For if their rejection is the reconciliation of the world, what will
their acceptance be but life from the dead?
Now If I were in Paul's shoes and a Calvinist, I know attempting to move Jewish rejectors toward God is a personal impossibility for me to accomplish. I need to be moving God, begging him to do something about it.
And then even there prayer doesn't do anything, I might as well chalk up the idea of even having to request to trust in God.
"The "most fertile soil" is the heart of the elect that has been cultivated by Holy Spirit in preparation of the gospel."
Then that is not totally depravity, would mean only reprobates are totally depraved.
My understanding is you have no capacity to seek after God AT ALL, until AFTER REGENERATION.
Remember Thanos? If you are picked then you are picked.
That is the total Gospel. If you are picked then you are picked, Smokem if you gottem.
God can't be swayed, he is not changing his mind. You either come MARKED or not.
Both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond. You got the MARK you are better then everyone else.
That doesn't fly with me.
You know canadyjd,
If the whole universe was elect and chosen but you.
Do you think I would be satisfied with a heaven without you?
“Up till then he had been looking at the Lion's great front feet and the huge claws on them; now, in his despair, he looked up at its face. What he saw surprised him as much as anything in his whole life. For the tawny face was bent down near his own and (wonder of wonders) great shining tears stood in the Lion's eyes. They were such big, bright tears compared with Digory's own that for a moment he felt as if the Lion must really be sorrier about his Mother than he was himself. "My son, my son," said Aslan. "I know. Grief is great. Only you and I in this land know that yet. Let us be good to one another.”― C.S. Lewis