I identify with Skandelon andWinman on faith, doubt, etc.
I haven't doubted for a long time, but I did undergo a radical re-evaluation of Baptist doctrine and practice about 14 years ago. That re-examination of what I held dear survived a rather rigorous testing, although I did jettison some stuff in the process. The result was a strengthened faith.
Since then, I have dumped my entire eternal future into one basket. If I'm wrong, I'm a dead man. I have no place else to go.
I have to give a hearty AMEN here brother, especially on the last line. That is me 100% and that is where I leave it.
I used to get my pastors rather frustrated because when I was saved at 17, I asked many hard questions.. and most of them couldn't give me an answer others just said 'read such-and-such book'. However when in Christian college some things happened that lead me into a deeper understanding of many things cause I had to know for sure what some things were and if others were true. One of them was - what is faith?
I came to understand that from a biblical perspective faith is not some nebulous thing out there (or in us) we are reaching for and hoping we can grab hold of. It is sure and we can know we stand in, walk by, or live through faith every second of every moment.
It is that which you know is truth, but are waiting for it to be made manifest and thus before others, and so sure of it you are.. there is no other reality. We know it is truth because God has proven Himself to be true and thus when we grasp His truth we can be sure of it, and wait upon the Lord.
I use this example in describing it when I teach on faith.
A 9 year old child is sitting waiting on his father after soccer practice. 10 minutes after practice while getting the gear together the coach asks if he would like a ride home. "No thanks, my father said he would be here" the child states happily. 10 minutes later, the coach is getting a bit worried and asks again.. "Are you sure, it is getting late. Maybe something came up". "No thanks, my father said he would pick me up", and then as the child was speaking a car comes around the corner. "See, I told you" says the child smiling.
At that moment, the child's faith becomes manifest to the coach and the coach knows the child's father keeps his word.. and thus the child has no fear regarding that truth. The fathers faithfulness has been proven or established through the child's faith in him.
For me, that is key and the very reason I have faith. God has proven His truths to me.. that I am a sinner in need of saving because I can do nothing, offer nothing to appease God for my sins. He proved that He is Holy and Righteous and that all things must one day stand before Him at Judgment. He proved to me that Christ did indeed die for sins and that He was worthy to save a retch like me not because of how good I am or could be, but because He loved me and proved it through His death for me. He proved Himself as the old hymn states "O'er and O'er" (over and over).
And as JD stated.. all of this by the Holy Spirit.. who was sent into the world to convict the world of Sin, Righteousness, the Judgment to come.. and for those of faith whereby He comes to indwell us.. leading us into all truth that we might henceforth live by faith (His truths we have believed).
I have said it many times.. if you claim to believe something but do not live according to that belief, it is NOT faith but an opinion!