You know, most of you know absoultly nothing about me, yet you feel you can tell me I have no faith. Yet I and God know better. Without faith I could not have mad eit this far with whats been going on. God's faithfulness to stand with me, walk beside me, and pick me up and carry me when I am not strong enough. God saw me through, and He still does everyday. I have to depend on Him, becasue I know I can not survive without Him. How many times I have been quick to jump into prayer,to run to God, knowing I am not strong enough to take it anymore, it's His turn, to yell God help me today, I am at the end of my rope and there is nothing left of me, be my strength. I have sought God out in tears and confusion over life, and He has always mey me there. I have seen God at work in my life in my families life, I ahve learned that He is at work even when we don't see Him, nothing ever happens for no reason, He has a plan and a purpose. Meaning He is the only one in control. If anyone ever gets well, is healed, recovers from any illness, it is God and only God, either through a miracle, or through the miracle of medicine, it is only God, to limit Him and tell Him He can not use medicine is so little, and in and of itself is a lack of faith. My God is great and powerful,and He can do anything, any way He chooses. So don't confine Him to your own idea of what He should be.