Of course if you are the author and finisher of your faith, rather than Jesus Christ, you may have trouble getting to sleep at night. One of our new members said he would, if he believed as you do, and I just happened to recall that.
And don't say that I am questioning your salvation. I am not!
No, but you contradict and deny what I have repeatedly have said in the past.
First, I have said repeatedly that Christ is the author and finisher of our faith. So you need not make false accusations.
Second, I have also repeatedly said that salvation is all of Christ; salvation is by grace
through faith [salvation] is the gift of God; [salvation] is not of works.
This verse is so simple to understand when you keep the subject of the verse in focus; and the verse in its context. It seems like you don't want to believe it, and that you insist on taking one small phrase out of its context to make it say something different other than what it really saves.
God doesn't give faith to an unsaved unregenerated person. They must come to God on their own before they are regenerated. Here is a verse you have trouble with:
John 5:24 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life.
Who was Jesus talking to: The context is in verse 18:
John 5:18
Therefore the Jews sought the more to kill him, because he not only had broken the sabbath, but said also that God was his Father, making himself equal with God.
--They were unregenerate Jews, and the only way that they could be regenerated was by hearing the Word and believing on him that sent him.
Why reject God's Word?