AVL1984
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Pastor Larry, it's not always a matter of just depending on God or not. But, I know you already know that. I guess some of us just feel a continued need to stress this point because so many people DO MISUNDERSTAND the nature of this illness or the periods of depression that can be caused by other necessary medications to help sustain a near normal life. So, don't take offense at my answer. I've been in deep depressions off and on for many years, and light depressions for several years, but haven't always used medication for same. I'm not ashamed of that fact. I do depend on God, daily. With diabetes (type II) and bilateral Meniere's Disease (a disease of the inner ears with vertigo, ringing and fullness and pressure in the ears) it can make a person literally feel like they are going crazy, and DOES affect the levels in peoples. For years, the latter of the two was misdiagnosed, and I had to jump from job to job to stay working, and for long periods of time was unable to work. Now I'm totally unable to hold a job, am losing my hearing, and still function every day. Presently I am on drugs for depression. No shame in it. I nearly died in October from losing over 2/3 of my blood volume. I spent three days in the hospital receiving six units of blood. They wanted to give me more, and still may have to give me more to help keep me alive. I'll know more on Tuesday. Depression is a common occurance after such. It's not something I asked for, and it does not negate the fact that I still am depending on God.
Well, that's my rant for today! LOL
Well, that's my rant for today! LOL