I addressed the vain repetition verse in the OP. There are prayers in heaven recited over and over again night and day
Matt I think you know the truth and that is why you are here at the BB trying to convince yourself and not us here at the BB of the deadness of the religion (Catholicism) you practice and that you know in your heart is wrong.
LORD, who shall abide in thy tabernacle? who shall dwell in thy holy hill?
2 He that walketh uprightly, and worketh righteousness,
and speaketh the truth in his heart.
Being a "convert" from the Church of Rome I went this way myself for two or so years. After trying to justify my Catholicism.
I finally yielded to the Holy Ghost and the truth.
2 Corinthians 6
16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.
17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you,
18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.
Unless you do you will spin your spiritual wheels in enslavement to Rome until the day you die.
HankD (Former Cradle Catholic)