You probably do to a great extent.Yes, it does.
I believe God's Word.
God chose His elect before the world even began. Their status, state, and standing was all in the the mind of God in eternity.
J.C. Philpot answered your objection. See my post #132 above.
Yes, they are. God chose His elect before the world even began.
The Bible teaches that man is totally depraved, that God unconditionally chose a people before the world even began, that Christ Jesus came to earth and paid the total sin debt of those God unconditionally chose before the world even began, that the Holy Spirit brings God's elect(at least those who reach an age where they can hear it) under the hearing of the gospel of Christ at some point during their earthly sojourn and under that hearing will regenerate them and grant them the gift of faith in the finished work of Christ and the gift of repentance of the dead works they previously relied on, and that God preserves those He unconditionally chose before the world even began and will ultimately bring them to the new heavens and new earth wherein dwells righteousness.
On this topic you believe what a relatively minority sect says God's Word realky teaches. That is not the same.
God's Word is what we believe when we lean not on our understanding but on every word that comes from God. What you have posted here describing your belief is not God's Word any more than what Jehovah Witnesses believe is taught by the Bible is God's Word.
If you read a poem the poem is what is written by the poet. What that poem means to you, or the lessons you think is taught by that poem is not the poem itself, and if you get it wrong you miss what the poet was trying to communicate.
You read God's Word, however you choose to believe what other men who "tickle your ears" tell you thise words are really trying to teach.
Have you ever considered that just maybe what is written in the Bible IS what God's Word teaches?