I stand by my previous statement, Aaron. The Holy Spirit has repeatedly shown me that all the readings of the Bible, hundreds of sermons personally prepared and preached, the multiple readings of the entire Bible, the 21 years of ministry experience, etc. (ad nauseum, pls. forgive me, Lord) have given me a phenomenal strength and wisdom IN HIM. None of my pre-regenerate reading, studying, and preaching,full-time Christian service, Christian college training, continuing education, etc. were in vain. The acuity that I presently possess because of His grace in salvation has repeatedly stunned me and has been mercifully used for the benefit and help of many people that He has privileged me to minister to in the last 8 months of true regeneration. He is so good!
What is so hard to see about this? The Holy Spirit has just activated the full complement of experiences, education, and tools listed above. That's the only change.
I don't think it takes rocket science to see this and understand this. Do the rest of you (beyond Aaron) get where I am coming from? Please feel free to respond.
Please do me a favor--do not take this as the spirit of arrogance. All of what I am and can do is of His grace and by His mercy. I get that. I don't think I am anybody special. I am just a sinner saved by grace that God has graciously chosen to redeem and use for His glory! I count all of my education, experience, etc. as loss for the privilege of getting to know Him better. I truly mean that from my heart.
Can any of you relate? Speak up.