I DID think it was foolishness for quite a while. I'm very skeptical, & reckoned all religion, fromChristianity to animism was a man-made crutch, a fear of the unknown. I figured once a person was dead, he/she was DEAD & GONE; that was the end of it & a person's mind faded back into the oblivion from whence it came, at death.
But a close call while copping reminded me how vulnerable & fragile I was. I'd heard Christian preaching all my life, & just let it go in one ear & out the other, same as political rhetoric, etc. But I'd been a keen studier of history ever since I could read, & at my dad's urging, I began studying religious history closely. I found that Moslems, Hindus, Shinto, Bhuddists, etc. believed in their religion as strongly as anyone. Many Japanese deliberately & willingly went to their deaths for their emperor in WW2. Many a Moslem willingly died in jihads. Many a Christian had been executed, some by burning, some by being fed to lions, some by simply being killed with a sword, spear, or later, shot. Yes, all religions had fervent believers who willingly died for their religion.
But Dad urged me to study Christianity closer, & try to disprove its claims. Soon, I found that Christian prophecy had a 100% fulfillment score so far; no other religion's prophecy record was that good, nor as precise. The more I studied, the more I saw Christianity was genuine.
It finally sank into me I was a sinner & was doomed to hell if I were to die right then, & I opened up to Jesus, asking Him to accept me, Thanxgiving, 1978. (There was no question in my mind that I'd sinned greatly & often, being an "Oakland Rider"-style cop. cussing quite a bit, lying, etc. often.) Jesus removed my desire to do those bad things, & I soon realized that for me, being a cop & a Christian was incompatible, even though I knew several Christian cops. I resigned as an officer, & became a FT paramedic til I was called back to the steel mill.
Again, my coming to Jesus was entirely on my own volition. I read the story of Mitsuo Fuchida, who'd led the aircraft what'd attacked Pearl Harbor, & became a Christian & a preacher beginning 1950. He had firmly believed in Shinto & Bushido all his life til then.he was influenced by former Japanese POWs who told him the Americans had treated them kindly, feeding, housing, clothing them, providing top-rate medical & dental care. He was especially impressed by their story of extra-kind treatment by Peggy Covell, a young lady whose parents, American Christian missionaries in the Philippines, had been killed by Japanese soldiers. To Fuchida, this was inexplicible, as, under Bushido, the killer(s) of one's parent(s) was a sworn enemy for life, & the person's aim in life was to take revenge on the killer(s). He became driven to find out why one would treat an enemy with love & kindness.
He found his answers in the Bible.
Enough ranting. Fact is, I came to Jesus on my own.
Rev. 3:20Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me.
I answered His knock & let Him in.(Notice again, Jesus said "ANYONE".)