Yes, because I had no thoughts for Him or His ways.
Hatred of God is more than simply shaking an angry fist at Him...
It is the absence of love and obedience towards Him.
" Thou shalt have no other gods before me." ( Exodus 20:3 )
In my heart, I was my own master and god.
" Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain." ( Exodus 20:7 ).
Did that many times, even as an 11 year old.
" Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee." ( Exodus 20:12 ).
I didn't always do as I was told, even as a child.
There were times I did wrong, knowing my parents would never find out.
" Thou shalt not kill." ( Exodus 20:13 ).
There were many times I wished bad things, and even death, in my mind towards others for hurting me.
A thought is as good as the deed.
" Thou shalt not commit adultery." ( Exodus 20:14 ).
I've done this, to my shame, even as a believer.
If I'm not saved, there will literally be Hell to pay.
"Thou shalt not steal." ( Exodus 12:15 ).
Stole 9v batteries from the local grocery store, and palmed an occasional candy without paying for it.
...where should I stop with God's Law?
It condemned me even when I was ignorant of it.
My lack of love and obedience towards God did not give me an excuse not to obey Him, because His word says that I have no excuse.
All men know Who He is ( Romans 1:18-20 ), are without excuse, and know what sin is.
Humanity, through the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil, knows the difference between them.
To ignore God is to hate God, utilyan.
He requires us to love Him with all our hearts, all our minds and in all our ways ( Deuteronomy 6:5 ).
Since we are not capable of that, it shows the proof that we hate Him.
To hate Him, again, is to ignore Him and not to love Him.
Do you see where you are a sinner, and deserving of eternal punishment for your sins?
I did, and still do.
That is why I throw myself on His mercy, and hope in His Son.
I agree you believe that is your theology. No one convinced you nor did you convince yourself otherwise. It was on God to make the change and no greater biblical support or education would have made a difference. So you cannot blame a person's lack of understanding or knowledge being the culprit there is only one VARIABLE that is GOD ALONE.